1.  I WAKE UP EACH AND EVERY DAY AND PUT ON MY FACE HIDE BEHIND MY HAIR AND JUST KILL MY LIFE AWAY. I DON'T KNOW WHERE I'M GOING OR WHY I'M HERE ALL I KNOW IS I HATE IT THERE. I PUT THE GUN TO MY HEAD AN I COCK IT BACK CLOSE MY EYES THEN I DISED CUASE  I KNOW THERES NO GOING BACK PULL THE TRIGER EYES OPEN ALL I SEE IS THE LIFE I LEAVE UNLERNED LESONS AND GOD I DISIVED. SO MANY LIVE I LOSE. SO MUCH HATE AN ANGER WISH I'D STOP TO LOSE.....
    FEELING PAIN
   FEELING LIES
   KILL TIME
   LOSING YOU
   JUST JUST TO GET
   JUST TO GET BY DEN I TURN MY HEAD JUST TO SEE MY OLD FRIEND AND I CANT TAKE THE BLAIM AND THE WAY EVER BODYS LOOKING AT ME ASKEN 
   WHY ASKEN 
   WHO TO HOW 
   TO WHAT 
   AN WHEN  TO 
   WHY I COULD JUST LEAVE. BUT WHEN YOU SEE LIFE MY LIFE YOU'ED  SEE THAT YOU THOUGHT YOU HAD IT HARD AND THAT WAS EASY TO BELIEVE. YOU'EV BEEN HURT SO HAVE I JUST THE PAIN IS TO HARD FOR ME TO HIDE CUASE EVERY DAY IS JUST DA SAME I GOT NO WHERE TO RUN MY OWN FEET FIGHT AGAINST ME
2. SOME TIMES I FEEL LIKE MOST OF THE WORD I THOUGHT LOVED ME WHERE THE PEOPLE THAT PUSHED ME TO WHAT I AM.
    I'M A LOSER. 
   I'M A NOTHING
    I'M THE FACE IN MAIRE LUAGHING POINT AN STAIR 
   TAKE THE PIAN 
   PUSH IT DOWN 
   FEEL THE RAGE 
   JUST PUSH ME AROUND. I TAKE 10 STEEP FORWED DEN 20 STEPS BACK IM 18 AND I'M STILL HELD BACK YOU SAY I SHOULD BE THE BIG ASS THING BUT ALL YOU WANT IS FOR ME TO BE JUST LIKE YOU
   2 FACED LIER
   ALL I DO IS BREAK IN CONFUSE
   I CLOSE MY EYES AN TRY TO BELIVE I'M BEAUTIFUL BUT I JUST DONT SEE ALL I SEE IS THE IAMGA AF WHO YOU THOUGHT I OUT TO BECUZ THE LIE STHAT YOU TELL JUST WONT COME TRUE SURGER COAT IT WHAT EVER BUT IT JUST ANT TRUE.  SO WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE YOU LIFE JUST A GREAT BIG SHIT LOOK IN MY EYES YOU'LL BE NORMEL FOR A BIT
   
   HERE TAKE MY SHOE I COULD USE A BRAKE IF YOUR ABOUSED THAT'S OK CUZ I CAN TAKE IT. I COULD HAVE NOTHEN WAIT I ALREADY DO THE ONLYTHING THAT KEEPEN ME HERE IS THE ONE THAT BEEN LIKE ME AND STILL IS AND YES YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND I THANK YOU FOR THAT CUZ IT HEARD TO BE HAPPY WHEN HAPPYNESS YOU ONCE HD JUST ANT INSIDE OF YOU
   I STAIND IN THE CROW TAKE A BOW THEN LEAVE AND SNAP BACK TO THE REALITY I MUST BARE KNOWING THAT THERE JUST NO ONE TO CARE THEY SAY HOME IS THE PLASE YOU ALWAYS WANT TO BE BUT THE ONLY HOME I HAVE IS IN HEAVEN THAT WHERE I WANNA BE CUASE THIS HELL IS JUST NOT FOR ME SRRY I JUST HAD TO GET THIS OUT I DOWN PLAYING HAPPY CUASE IT JUST DON'T HELP
   SO THE NEXT TIME YOUR SITTING IN YOUR ROOM THINK'N BOUT HOW YOU HATE YOURSELF HOW YA HATE YOU LIFE REMEBER IVE BEEN THERE STILL DOING THAT. IF YA REALY WANN SEE WHAT I SEE TAKE A LOADED GUN PUT TO YOUR HEAD AND PULL DONT CRY CUZ THATS THE ONLY WAY I CAN GET OUT ALIVE IS IN DEATH TAKEN THIS PAIN AND KILLING IT I FEEL NO FARE AS I RELASE THE TRIGER ON STEP CLOSE AND FOOT BIGGER IM DIGGING THE KNIFE DEEPER BUT BUT THE FUNNY THING IS WHEN IM GONE NO ONE WILL MORNE ONLY FEELING IS SAD BUT SAD ONLY LAST FOR A LIL WHILE THEN YOU GO ON WITH THEY DAY TO DAY LIFE SMILE AND SEE DAT BEAUTIFUL SUNSHINE
   SUNSHINE
   BLACK
   MY SUNSHIN IS THE BURNING HELL THE FULES THE FIRE KEEPEN ME DONE LIKE A  ANCER
   I OPEN MY EYES ONCE AGAIN LOOK AROUND JUST SEE MY SELF IN THE MARE WHO'S THIS LOOKING AT ME WHY DO THEY TELL ME LIES PLEASE SOMEONE SPEEK TO ME O WELL I GESS IM DESTEN TO FOREVER LIVE IN HELL

1. have you ever felt like no one cares

2. you set there day by day wishing you were somewhere else

3. or you are someone new

4. you watch as other go with no care but yet you lie acting as if your Un awere

5. but in your head you wish to get out to leave for ever with out a care nor dought

6. or have you ever loved someone with all you heart but yet you are soon to be tourn apart

7.  time gose on but the love dose not as you watch you wish you cound have only thought

8. some days you say you'ed take it back. 

9. soon you realized you can never look back.

10. you loved them with all thy heart.

11. u gave them you all

12. you where there each time they would fall

13. when hope was lost you fund them the way

14. but in return wat is it they pay

15. they give you pian

16. they brake you heart

17. there you staind alone

18. in the cold rain

19. and on ur sleave lays your broken heart

1. day by day
2. night by night
3. my home is homeless
4. my body is reacting
5. but my mind is tight
6. my arms are open
7. my mind is shout
8. but deep inside ill know
9. but it will be toughf
10. so open your eyes
11. see what is not there
12. for the life of those who lived
13. are soon to be compared
14. last to first
15. poor to rich
16. we will stand together in to the catle of the witches spell
17. so tack a sep
18. and let your mind dewl 

somedays she set there not knowing the words to be said
to her time gose fast
n her mind she wants to go home 
but there is no home for her 
she is lost in this anthracite world 
she lives in each day 
she knows not what she feels 
she only feels how she is told 
time and time she wates for the moment to leave 
to brack a way for this pain 
that is deep inside in which we can not see 
but that time is now so she puts on her drees and 
take her bow and lets go of her pain with a click

DEEP IN TO THE NIGHT 
SHE WALKS 
HOLDING ON 
TO GRIP WHAT IS UNTHOUGHT 
TO MIND AT SO LITTLE 
TO TURN TO FIGHT 
CAN'T GET HER MIND OFF OF HER 
SHE LETS OUT A SCREAME 
SOON IT IS GONE 
FOR NOW SHE WILL REAST 
FOR THE IS NO AIR 
IN HER 16 YEAR LD CHEAST

if death is unknowing we shalt not know to die.

but love is the key to also make us cry.

Hate is the fire and we are the wood. 

to be burnt for ever it eats at us as we both live.

Lose is our hope for a nother life. 

in which we want every day and night.

Life is there without any care if we like it or not we can't be got for this life we live is forever.

lust is the thing that shows who we realy are.

Trust no one can be trusted no mater what they say for everyone soon  will net a secoret sleep away.

Sex is the meaning of which we are here.

time is what we both shall in dear.

so take this key i place in your hand 
and unlock the mistory of the life, love hate, lust, death,sex,trust,and time of man and tell us if its true shall we all know in fact can we even trust you.

 she set there every day watching as they point and stair. pertending she dose not care. no one understands her. she is left in the dark everyday. she is screming inside but her mind is mute. she cares for others yet no one cares for her. thoughts cours her head. lifeless lying opone her black bed.  Kill Kill Kill the voices said. your life is nothing enless your died. she pops the pils to ez the pain but she can't hide her marks. why you ask? why she feels this way. these thoughts confouse thoughs with out true thoughts mind clear and lesson to the heart look in her eyes see what she see. get in her mind hear what she hears. maby than you will know. she will not tell even when she goes.